Saturday, June 25

Hunger Twinge

Things I'm Hungery For:
1. A car with a slightly larger engine
2. A big burrito that I don't have to pay for.
3. Jenn in my arms right now.
4. A less psycotic sister.
5. All my homework to *poof* magicly be finished
6. The will power to actually stop doing this stupid stuff and do my homework.
7. Someone to actually leave a comment on my site.
8. An acne free face.
9. Some pretzels or something, seriously, I'm starving.
10. A cleaner, larger, more organized bedroom.

Sunday, June 19

After The Meeting of the Dad

PLEASE READ POST BELOW FIRST! Jenn's dad wasn't that bad. He seemed to tolorate me, especially after I helped him carry a cooler half-way across Elmwood Park. For some reason, we were in Elmwood park, not his cabin in Valprasio. In other news, it's father's day. Too bad my mom has other stuff to do today and cannot spend time with the family.

Saturday, June 18

The Meeting of the Dad

Jenn and I have been dating for a year and a half as of June 19, 2005. In that year and a half, I have seen her dad twice. Once at a football game, where we said hi, and once at Jenn's graduation party, where we said less to each other then at the football game. I have been invited to his fathers day dinner at a cabin near Valprasio. This means I will be in the woods with a man whome I've never really formally met. Am I nervous? Slightly. I really really like Jenn and approval from the parents is a high priority. He seems like a nice guy, and I know I only treat his daughter with the upmost respect, but, you always hear stories of deranged fathers whailing out on unsuspecting boyfriends. Again, I will be in the middle of nowhere. Update soon on how it went.

Saturday, June 11

10 Things I Miss

Some Things I miss as I sit in my bedroom procrastinating an English Paper.
1.) I Miss the carefree days of frolicing in the park or spending hours on end laying on my back and looking at the sky. Now I have summer classes and a job.
2.) I Miss my girlfriend. She seems to work all time. But then again, so do I.
3.) I Miss lunch. I had to mow today and only had a slice of pizza. Come to think about it, it is 8pm and now I miss dinner too.
4.) I Miss the days when I didn't have to balance a checkbook. If I needed money, I asked my dad and he gave five or ten dollars. Now I have to find ways to balance money for personal, educational, and dinning needs.
5.) I Miss knowing everything. When I was in middle school, I could answer every question thown at me. As I get older, however, I am quickly realizing there is more to life then having a "teen" at the end of your age.
6.) I Miss Michaela. We talked nearly every night before she went to florda. Jenn teased me by saying I tell Michaela good night after I tell my girlfriend good night.
7.) I Miss the structured Sunday School classes in the high school room. I do enjoy the bible study atmosphere of the college, but high school seemed more fun.
8.) I Miss My Mom. We use to have a great relationship. I know she will probly read this, but I am going to say what I want anyway. I miss the days when she would pick me up from school. I miss the hugs when i couldn't put my arms around her. I am glad she lost the weight, but this is still about me and the things I miss, now where was I. I miss the laughter in her eyes and how happy she seemed before her parents died. I miss the days when I felt like I could tell her anything and when I knew as much as what was happening in her life as she knew what was happening in mine. I miss the days when there wern't so many secrets between us. I miss the days when I wouldn't have to see my mom brused up and contemplating suicide.
9.) I Miss the semi-peaceful coexistence between my parents. I enjoyed being a happy family. I enjoyed going on vacation and not having the constant bickering; not having my own mother spending 40% or more of her time on the cell phone with a male voice on the other line.
10.) I miss the days when boys were allowed to cry.

Tuesday, June 7

School Day

Yes, on only the second 90 degree day of the year, I start school. While it may only be two classes, it still adds up to several hours of homework a day. Math alone will take minimum three hours. Then there is the way awsome fact of getting my 14 week english class done in 18 days. But that still means I have to write a darn near perfect english paper in four weeks. It can be done, easly, but that still doesn't make me any more anxious to do it. What really bums me is my ten week class starts at 9:30 Monday through Thursday requiring me to go to bed early and making me kick Jenn out by Midnight. This is what time she should leave anyway, but I really Really REAALLY like her. At least I should be able to make time to see her once or twice a week for lunch. Cheerio for now.

Thursday, June 2

Is That A Ray Of Sun I See?

Alright, I've talked about how bad my life sucks enough for one week, lets talk about some good stuff. Jenn bought a new laptop, it is so awsome. She has a Sony Vaio F660 which has twice the memory as mine and twice as bright of a screen. While I am jelious, I am also happy for her on making a good investment. I was also asked to send my resume to STRATCOM for an internship they opened up. I'm not guenteed the position, but the experience I would get far outweights the inconvenients of driving to Bellview every day. Enough good things, I have go on living my life.